Tip-toe through the Tulips!

Ok, so sorry I did not give any details on getting denied the other day. I was so upset and just did not feel like doing much of anything. That night I ended up meeting up with Jessica and Meghan. I had a great time and they both made me feel so much better! Thank you to all the rest of you out there for all the love and hugs! As you know, feeling that you are not alone can make this IF journey a little easier.

When I was told that I was denied, I was so upset that I just accepted everything they said. I called back the next day to get a better understanding on why I was not accepted. From what I was told (they would not be completely clear) your Annual Household Income had to be under a certain amount to be considered. We did meet this. However, if you made over this other amount (which we do), you would have to have so much of out of pocket expenses for infertility treatments for the previous year. They would not be clear on how much out of pocket expenses you had to have. They just told me that we had not met that. The woman then said after 1 round of IVF if we were not successful then we could reapply and maybe fit this criteria. Whoa whoa whoa! Not only did you just tell me that my husband and I are being REJECTED from your awesome program, but now you put some voodoo on my IVF cycle! You better back off woman!

So now we are back to square one. Jerry did say in the beginning to not get our hopes up. Looks like he was right. Sometimes I think if we did not have bad luck we would have no luck at all! Speaking of my DH...I came home last night and this beautiful bouquet was sitting on the table.

Tulips are my fav!

He was already asleep when I got home, but woke up when I came in the room. I crawled into bed and snuggled up. I said thank you for my flowers. He said, I just wanted to see you smile....awww. I guess I have better luck than I thought. Love you all out there! Stay strong and know I am praying for each and every one of you!